Hello Maya,
Your Oma & Opa just came back from a 3 week stay in Germany. It is nice to have them back, but it was also nice to have three weeks of weekend all to myself. I did not have to go anywhere that I didn’t want to, and it was gorgeous!
One weekend while they were gone, we went over to their house and went swimming with your uncles, your aunt, and your cousin, Sophia. Sophia still thinks I am fun to play with and we spent about an hour on the floor playing with light up blocks and squishy blocks, and crinkly blocks. For that one hour, it did not feel so lonely. I felt no pressure with your oma not being there; it felt relaxing to play with Sophia.
Now I am on a slew of hormone pills, my last set that I have from our regular doctor. I have an appointment with a specialist on my birthday. Hopefully there will be some good birthday news! I’ve been having a difficult time with this lately, and I don’t know what the next step will be if IUI doesn’t work for us. I am still ambivalent about adoption through the state.
